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When Feedback hurts - Own your Shit - Take a SEAT

4/10/2016

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Do you struggle to deal with criticism or unsolicited feedback?  Do you want to react skilfully? Do you want to find a balance in needing things to change and letting go? Read on...

There are always at least two ways of response to negative feedback and I’m going to refer to one as Skilled and the other as Unskilled. 
Feedback is essential for negotiating life and social relations - much of our growth and development depends on interactions and other experiences that feel 'bad'. Feedback has a role in nearly every area of human endeavor, as well as every other system. Criticism is simply one type of feedback. 

A while ago I wrote on the ‘Importance of Feedback", focusing on ‘positive reinforcement’. Yet this morning I woke up feeling heavy with the weight of negativity. I’ve had so much feedback recently from heady debates, in real life and on Facebook, around controversial subjects. Some people tell me that they love what I do and other people aggressively express that they think I’m ‘being irresponsible’ or even ‘damaging’ at times  - which I felt hurt and shocked by. I realised I was taking a lot of this feedback personally, which is very heavy and tiring. My reactions were causing my own fatigue!

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This post is about how to address that, skilfully -  in a way that creates a win-win, less stress and more positive, long-lasting action and inner peace. 

Unskilled

​I'm going to talk in i-statements - in my own perspective to make this point. After some heavy criticism my reactive mind, left unchecked, will start to attach a lot of meaning to the situation and resulting sensations (which my mind interprets as ‘worry’). I may begin to ‘catastrophize’ and strategize to protect myself (or others). When this happens from a panicky place, or where emotions are high I get the sense that things need to change, now! Thus starts a cycle - I project blame onto them and then they fire it back at me and I feel shame. We can play this game until we separate from one another. This can be people, systems, behaviour etc, but in each case I label the problem as external. Something else needs to change for me to be ok. 

Sometimes we cannot help be a bit unskilled. If we are convinced that we 'need' to protect or control then we 'must' follow those impulses. It takes time to see the facts and weigh those up with out intuition, experience and skills of judgement. I believe the first of these skills is self awareness, because this builds our  ‘capacity to respond from calm’. We might even realise one of  the other conditions may be hampering our judgement: 
  • Am not functioning normally - have I had rest, food , water etc?
  • Am I busy and short of time?
  • Am I am doing something new, complex or hard?
  • Am I overly invested everything on the outcome?
  • Do I feel threatened?
  • Am I believing them?

Neuroscience research suggests that when we are in a negative place emotionally we are in comparatively more physical pain that when we are feeling positive. So what can we do?


Skilled

By breathing and sitting with these reactions (sensations), watching the thoughts and taking a moment, then I can see that this reaction is disproportionate. I look deeper and see the source. This takes some extra time, so the first thing we can do is slow down. 


If it isn't physical then it is in the mind - in memory - somewhere within me there is a wounded, childlike and fragile Neil, who needs to feel safe. If I am skilled I will use the gas-mask analogy and; attend to this first and then deal with the feedback after. I will take my time. This blog will explore a few ways to do this.  

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The gas-mask analogy
“I’ve had a lot of trouble in my life—most of which never happened.” - Mark Twain
​See the Story, with perspective

​If we want to overcome this cycle of thoughts-feelings-blame-shame we must find a way to take a step back from our minds. I like to use the analogy of a theatre or cinema. Most of the time we imagine ourselves in the play - as though it is real - and if is a horror, tragedy or some unjust courtroom drama - and that can be very painful.  We undertake a role in the drama , which I wrote about here.

The truth is this is all imagined - it is a projection - like at the cinema. ‘Perspective’ can be gained by imagining we are in the theatre, watching it unfold. We can choose to step out of the play for a moment and take a SEAT - in the front (where the image is hard to ignore), the middle (where we are absorbed in the plot, but are able to see it isn’t everything) or right at the back (where we can easily take our attention to something else, or even close our eyes and have a nap!)

We then see the fantas
y. Often, when we look differently we might see that a
t the heart of our loathing of criticism is the 'fear' of exclusion or loss of connection. Yet our reactions of blame are actually separating us further!
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Perspective changes the projection
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What do you see here? Look again, differently.
PictureFind a SEAT of your choosing
Choose your SEAT

​I use this acronym to help me remember what to look for, in myself: 
  • Sensations,
  • Emotions,
  • Actions  
  • Thoughts.
Teasing them apart like that, I can easily recognise that one fuels the other - this is the thoughts-feelings-blame-shame cycle. Things happen so fast that the first thing we are aware of is usually the emotion (like shame). Sometimes we are exchanging harsh words before we even realise what we are saying - impulsively reacting from this place of fear. That’s because we identify as the persona (and this is all happening TO us - directed from somewhere else). If we step back we have more time and a sense of safety - we can even enjoy the process of feeling these exciting emotions! We can then choose if we want to be a spectator, a critic or a player in our lives. But we can actually be all three by being 'the director'. 

Get comfortable with they movie, watch how the story changes. Then you can practice directing, with skill.
 

I use this practice sometimes as part of a ‘Stoic’ style of meditation. When I start to notice feelings in my body associated with a catastrophic imagined future, I take my mind into the theatre - I sit at the back, watch and then direct.I watch it on repeat and get used to the discomfort. I start to realise it isn’t real, it’s actually quite far-fetched. I can even laugh a bit! It’s a farce! In the rehearsal of the play I see I can change the genre, simply by changing my attitude, then my words and actions. I can skilfully shape the play. 

Sit back, in the body

In meditation we place the mind (attention) into the body. In this way we can 'inhabit' a part  of the body. By placing the mind at the back of the body and watch events in your life unfold, from that place, then you can gain real perspective - you can see the body react, as you live. Hence, you can become the director of your own life. See how the body lights up when you receive feedback - vision, touch, words etc. When you receive ‘harsh’ words, criticism, judgement, diagnosis or demands it can become an 'interesting experience,' rather than a 'gritty and hurtful drama'. You can even being to see some truth or useful lessons in the feedback.  From this place we are able to talk more calmly,  if we want to, and that is the point - to recognise that  we have more choice in our responses.

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“Worry pretends to be necessary ” - Eckhart Tolle
PictureRead about Jamie's emotional poo theory
We all worry, but it is dwelling in that worry that allows the mind to create catastrophic fantasy, creating a 'feeling of need'.  So we seek to interrupt that process in mindfulness, using loving awareness. Sometimes though our instinctive patterns of feelings/reactions may be stuck deep in the habitual mind-body - even since childhood. This can 'lock up' our beliefs unconsciously in the mind and prevent us from accessing other perspectives.

Using memory to calm reactivity and access the theatre

We can be triggered, emotionally, by similar situations, movements or words that remind us of a traumatic memory.  In order to start the healing process we must first connect to a feeling of safety, support, unconditional love. This sooths and calms the mind-body allowing us to respond. This can often be a challenging part of my work - helping people to connect to that feeling, particularly if they haven’t had many or any of those experiences, or have difficulty in accessing memory. I use touch/rhythm practice like EFT, dance or EMDR to help soothe the mind and help people access a feeling of safety. Other times dance, movement or Yoga can be helpful. Once we connect with that 'feeling' we can use the imagination in a more useful and positive way. If you notice strong emotional trauma in your reactions, to the point where they are involuntary and damaging, it may be helpful to explore your past with a counsellor in CBT, psychotherapy or other therapies that explore the mind. Or simply explore movement and meditation on your own.


Take an emotional Poo!

In each moment internal sensations are happening, as part of the emotional system, working away. Our mind sometimes labels them as 'negative' or 'positive' - and then attaches meaning and story to them. Jamie Catto talks about how we can see a different perspective to allow them to flow, without attaching anxious story and meaning: 


“I believe that our genius body/mind system, or Life itself, is daily sending us difficult and challenging situations and people DELIBERATELY to trigger the body into releasing that stuck emotion….difficult people (in our lives) are like WALKING LAXATIVES! It may sound radical but it's true. When someone upsets us we experience a totally disproportionate reaction. We feel the pain of everyone who ever treated us that way back to our childhood. This is the body's genius finding ways to self-clean, self-mend all that accumulation.”

"A man convinced against his will Is of the same opinion still" - Dale Carnegie
PictureAn eye for an eye makes the whole infantry blind! Become a peacemaker!
​If we force change (or poo) we force ourselves or other people to suppress feelings, actions and thoughts - and that will only cause them to hold resentment (even if they do actually change). That resentment will emerge later (when they shit all over you or others). 

Some claim that  anger, aggression and violence are necessary for change. My belief is that if we force things to change (at the pace we fantasise  is necessary to stave off catastrophe) then we will only suppress the problem deeper down and give ourselves a hernia in the process! Aggression breeds aggression - every action has an equal and opposite reaction.

Therefore if you catch yourself saying “I need to sort this out… now” or “we should be better at xyz…” recognise that the language is based on fear, and that fear is fuelling the fantasy, the force and perpetuates damage. In the short term it may create change - you might shed some problems - it may give you short-lived motivation, but beware dwelling in that anger and the results it will create.  Can we instead be with the process and pace and see what  is useful in this for me, now? Can we be the source for calm?  Sometimes we have to sit on that toilet SEAT for a while and position your attitude in readiness for the flow! 

“It is easier to fight for one’s principles than to live up to them.” - Alfred Adler
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Reacting from an imagination of doom can create a hell on earth
Decide from a place of calm

Individually we can decide on the world we want. If we want a world where people treat each other well we have to ‘be that change’. Treat others as you wish to be treated; If you want people to listen, try listening - first to yourself and then to others. That is owning your shit. 
Every time you receive feedback that hurts, stop and take a moment to recognise your situation, because caring for your emotional resiliency can help. Be quiet and sit in the theatre of your mind-body, and listen  - that is taking a SEAT.

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It can be challenging, so take your time, be gentle. If you are giving feedback, be honest and sensitive, and 
expect some defensiveness as a first response to criticism; a change in performance or attitude may come later. I
think it is worth the effort, even if you only achieve some connection - if that is what you want. Thinking about what you want may be a useful starting point - then focusing on the intention with non-attachment will allow it to flow. Personally I want a connection and flow which feels ‘fun, loving, honest and easy,’ so I try to be that. I can only be that to myself first, and then to others (like the oxygen-mask-on-an-airplane analogy). 

Whether I am conscious of it or not I AM being the change that I will start to see in the world, We all are. Choose the genre you would rather be watching and playing in, sit back and enjoy. You can direct far better with some perspective.

Id you want more about TAKING A SEAT and how it can LOOSEN YOUR TIES TO SUFFERING read on!

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Some references:
  • http://www.lifecoach-directory.org.uk/lifecoach-articles/when-feedback-hurts
  • https://www.psychologytoday.com/articles/201103/how-take-feedback
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