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The Gentle Village - A place to talk about relationships

3/3/2023

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Welcome to The Gentle Village, a place for us to connect, knowing we don't have to do it all alone. A safe space to explore Relationships. Vulnerabilities, Curiosities, Courage and a deeper connection with Life and Love in 2023
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In this podcast, Jamie Catto (Musician, Film-maker and author of Insanely Gifted) and Neil Morbey (Mindfulness and Relationship Coach, Intimacy and Kink Workshop Facilitator) talk about topics of relationships with a focus on attachment, polyamory, monogamy, vulnerability, basic needs, boundaries, trauma and support.
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If you'd like us to discuss something please send questions to neil@positively-mindful.com
Link the show: 
https://open.spotify.com/show/0RK43pnBZpOo6Mqc7YWHJ5?si=725695522f724116​
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Imagine if... you loved healthy habits

24/12/2022

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Imagine if...

Imagine if… Eating fruit and vegetables was even more enjoyable than eating sweets and chocolate
Imagine if…Working out and stretching your body was even more enjoyable that scrolling the internet 
Imagine if…Meditation and spiritual connection was even more enjoyable than YouTube short videos
Imagine if…Reading and writing was even more enjoyable that internet shopping
Imagine if…Talking with friends was even more enjoyable than browsing the news
Imagine if…Going outside and appreciating life was even more enjoyable than staying in and watching TV or browsing the internet
Imagine if…Stillness and silence was even more enjoyable than filling the mind with input and stimulation
Imagine if…You loved mind-body practices even more than you love vegging out
Imagine if…You found more pleasure than you’ve ever known in connecting to your sexual power than you ever found in quick porn 
Imagine if…You loved intimacy with your partner, seeing them and being seen, and found it even more enjoyable than isolation and internet zombie mode

Imagine if all these things were what you loved. 

Imagine if you did these things daily, because you loved them

Imagine how you would feel and be if you craved these empowering practices and those other, autopilot addictions just seemed as odd and unpleasant as eating your most disliked food and drink,

​When the mind-body is aligned to the truth it’s as natural to not do those things as it is to avoid dirty and unhygienic things. Because those things are toxic. We realise that the healthy things are delicious, fun and invigorating. It’s so easy. 


Imagine if you just loved life and lived in a way that helped you

You’d feel amazing

You’d be so grateful

You’d be buzzing with positive energy

And life would be fun

I wrote this for myself. I’m on a journey to help myself attain this attitude of mind and body. If you’d like help with this on your journey I help others with mindfulness practices, coaching and mentoring. I help people find more intimacy in themselves and their relationships. I help people shift their mindset to enjoy more things that help them and see the truth behind things and people that are toxic for them and naturally stop seeing and doing them. If you’d like to work with me click here: https://www.positively-mindful.com/11.html ​
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Philosophy is BS

7/11/2022

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The study of philosophy enhances a person's problem-solving capacities. It helps us to analyse concepts, definitions, arguments, and problems. It contributes to our capacity to organize ideas and issues, to deal with questions of value, and to extract what is essential from large quantities of information. 

The problem with philosophy is that it can go on and on and people can begin to believe the ideas they entertain. This is what many call BELIEF SYSTEMS. I shorten this to BS. 


DOGMA = DOGMUCK
When we deeply hold that our BS is true, and then whine on about it tediously and fall into what I call 'dog muck' (AKA Dogma). Dogma is defined as a set of principled that one considers inarguably true. For example when a religion believes that it is the 'one true way to divinity' we have a dogmatic belief that is hard to argue against, because people who believe it simply become defensive and irrational - unable to look at evidence or other ideas with a clear, calm and open mind.  They even have wars to try and protect this BS or dog muck. Jeez! 

USING BS TO HELP ONESELF 
My friend J is brilliant and I love him. Part of his BS called Determinism. He uses this as a great point to make to lessen emotional pain and end discussions. We might be looking at a deep emotional issue and then he might say "Yes, but we have no free will anyway, it's all pre-determined, so fuck it."
Whilst this may or may not be true he is using the BS of determinism to wriggle out of looking at his very human emotional pain. Thankfully he knows that this is just an opinion and he doesn't hold these beliefs deeply enough to fall into dog muck, which I'm glad about. I think it's OK and healthy to hide from pain sometimes, because we need time and compassion in order to come to terms with our pain. But it helps to be aware we are doing it, otherwise we risk deluding ourselves and falling into dog muck 

FATALISM vs DETERMINISM 
In short, fatalism is the theory of 'fate' as in 'fatal' - a focus on the end. The idea that there is some destiny that we cannot avoid, although we are able to take different paths up to this destiny. Death is an obvious example. We know death is our fate, but not how (or why). Although we don't really know if death is the end. Perhaps it's just a point on a journey... hmmm... 

DETERMINISM
Determinism, however, is the theory that the entire path of our life is decided or 'pre-determined' by earlier events and actions. Karma is another word for this. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction and we are currently living the result of trillions of prior actions stemming back to... well, um... we don't know.  A big bang? But where did that come from?

EXISTENTIAL DREAS
So we can see they both leave many questions unanswered and so we cannot say they are true 100%. People often worry that these philosophies trivialise and minimise life, because they take away our agency and willpower. This can be very depressing and lead us to dread our existence.. Nihilistic though - the idea that in the end there is nothing and therefore there is no purpose to life, can be a part of this. However, even this BS can be lightly held. I like Kurzgesagt's take on 'Optimistic Nihilism' as a way to 
THE MATRIX
The movie, The Matrix (1999) explored this in a fun and clever way. I copied this comment...

"*contains spoilers* This whole movie is a self fulfilling prophecy: the Oracle tells Neo that he is not the One, that Morpheus is willing to give his life due to his sincere belief that Neo is the One. Neo eventually saves Morpheus because he believes he shouldn't die because of his false belief in him. Along the way he realizes with his exceptional skills that he is the One. Morpheus even says: "she told you exactly what you needed to hear". And that is the crucial scene. If the Oracle never brought forth the dilemma he would never saved Morpheus and realize he is the One."

CAN WE SHAPE THE FUTURE THROUGH SUGGESTIONS?
This scene explores this - where the Oracle (the one who supposedly 'knows' the future (but I think she just knows the likely future and says the right things to make it happen the way she wants - in other words she's very intelligent and can see the potential patterns). She says "Don't worry about the vase" and then he turns to look around and breaks a vase by accident. She then says: "What's really gonna bake your noodle later on is, would you still have broken it if I didn't say anything?" Did she 'know' or did she make an educated guess based on her knowledge of human nature?  Was she helping him to shape his beliefs and therefore his actions, towards a helpful outcome?
BELIEFS MAKE THINGS COME TRUE
This is where I think the philosophy serves a useful reminder. Our brains are very clever. We create our perception of reality as we think. One's perception is often more important to oneself than the actual reality, because it informs our feelings. We can create placebo effects, overcome pain, sacrifice our very lives based on deeply help emotional beliefs. If one believe our country is great and needs me to die for it I will do that and I will be happy to give my life. Beliefs help us to cooperate in enormous numbers. I highly recommend the talk and book by Yuval Noah Harari. He realised that humans living in a dual reality to help them to flexibly collaborate on a mass scale with strangers through the willingness to embrace fictional stories that create 'networks of cooperation'. Even money is a network of beliefs. We all agree to believe that a coin represents value, even though it is just a story. The belief in the story makes it truth, at least to humans. (see the video at the bottom)

KEEPINNG OUR HUMAN HEART OPEN
So if we don't want to fall into dog muck by holding onto loft BS to much, but we also want to soften our difficult human experience by using this incredible intellect and imagination we can take inspiration from philosophers like Both Alan Watts and Ram Dass (these are two important videos)... remember that both the philosophy that 'life fatal and determined and that is perfect' from the perspective of a higher (spiritual) point of view, but also at the same time life is mysterious, tragic, painful, challenging and emotional from the perspective of a human being living on a complex planet of competing organisms. Both of these philosophers express that if we keep a foot in both perspectives and switch between them we will help ourselves be open and accepting to life, as it is, without falling into dog muck! 

​POSITIVE BS
And so let's stop going round and round and arrive at a helpful conclusion. It is helpful to realise what beliefs you hold and if they are actually 'true' and if you cannot know then it might be sensible to hold those opinions more lightly and not impress them upon others. At the same time it may be helpful to choose to believe certain things - to find BS that is positive whilst also being connected with the reality of being human. So I'll leave you with the question - can you choose what you believe? 

Big love
Neil 
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3 Powerful Journalling Tools To Process Troubling Thoughts

27/9/2022

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For worries: WORST tool. 
  • W: Worries. What’s the worst that will happen? Play the movies of your fears and feel your body. Breathe.
  • O: OK? Would you be OK (i.e survive)? Why would it all be OK? (Even if you die). Play the movie of it being OK.
  • R: Recover. Assume it happened. How would you recover? Play the movie of your recovery.
  • S: Statistically: How likely is it to happen, really? What %, really?
  • T: Tactics: What could you do to reduce the likelihood of this happening? Play the movie of trying varied tactics and notice the % number go down.

For relaxing general judgements about yourself / others: THE WORK of Byron Katie, which I adapted into an acronym.
  • First - lay out all your judgemental thoughts and then pick the most stressful one or two. Focus on thoughts that have judgements or imperatives (eg. Shoulds / need statements)
  • T True: Is it true? Yes/no (take 10 seconds to sit with the question first)
  • H: Hundred percent sure?  Yes/no - and why? (take 20 seconds to sit with question first)
  • E: Emotional reaction when you believe the thought? (What do you feel, do, imagine, say, not do)  (30 seconds) 
  • W: Without the thought how would you be? (Take 30 seconds to really imagine)
  • O: Opposites: Can you turn around the thought and find many different opposites?  Try them on, repeat them and ponder them. (Opposites could include the opposite target of the judgement, the opposite meaning or the opposite judgement). (2 min)
  • R: Reason: Can you accept that there is a reason why you are doing this? What does it help protect you from? What beliefs does it reconfirm? Do many people share this reasoning and therefore make you the same as others?  (2 min)
  • K: Kind - How would you respond and treat someone with kindness, who told themselves this judgement? (1 min)

For changing pervasive self-critical thought into self-compassionate talk:
SAFER communication with the part that is critical (this is more of a taking tool than a writing tool) 
  • Space: Find a private and safe space. Give the emotional part space to speak freely. Use repetition. (1-2 mins)
  • Acknowledge: Begin with“Thank you for sharing” then summarise the important parts of what your heard (1 min)
  • Feelings: Within this acknowledging summary put special focus on labelling and validating feelings (1 min)
  • Empathic Exploration: Encourage oneself to go deeper by feeling into the body and checking out how it is now (1 min)
  • Recognise: Celebrate efforts and achievements to honour and respect oneself fully
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SAFER communication to help in emotional conversations

2/9/2022

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When people feel vulnerable the psyche creates a protector using our powerful EMOTIONS. Sometimes this gets out of hand and it becomes a sabotaging ‘panicked protector’ which inhibits rational thinking to prioritize the immediate safety and survival of the organism. 

In order for the panicked protector to calm down and allow a rational discussion, it must first feel a sense of safety. This is achieved by giving the vulnerable person space to share and be appreciated and acknowledged, feelings to be validated, respected and recognised before problem-solving or reconnection can happen.

I do this when dealing with any vulnerable moment in a relationship that I care for. It helps us feel heard, understood and loved. Then we can calm down and communicate openly and honestly. This can also be done SOLO as part of a therapeutic technique called Voice Dialogues (talking to yourself). See the bottom of this sheet for more information. 

Make it a habit to change your self-talk and your communication with others using

SAFER communication:


S: Space: Make space to slow down your speech and breath and listen fully to the other (or to yourself). Sharing openly won’t happen without making space for it. Practice mindful listening (80% of attention on them, 20% on your body and breath), no interruption). Fully allow space for anything that arises, whether it is emotional, challenging, repetitive, loud or quiet. For solo work, I give myself about 3 minutes to be heard. Key phrases here:
  1. “I’m open if you would like to share”
  2. “What’s moving in you right now?”
  3. “How are you, really? I’d really like to know”

A: Acknowledge: Value this sharing. Always begin with“Thank you for sharing”. Take a breath and respond from your wise inner adult, repeating back what you heard, paraphrasing or summarising the important bits.
  1. “Thank you for sharing”   
  2. "I hear…”
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F: Feelings: Respect the feelings. Focus on and validate whatever someone is feeling. Get into the feeling tone a little, with them Reflect the vibe of the emotion in your acknowledgements. If you are not sure what they are feeling try and guess. Connecting to yourself can help with this. What do you feel?
  1. “I imagine you feel… (hurt,  angry, scared, sad, ashamed etc).... And that’s OK.
  2. “I understand why you feel this way…I can relate…it makes complete sense.”

E: Empathic Exploration: Respect even more by inviting more empathic exploration. Give a little nudge of encouragement. Encourage the use of words like ‘I love you’ or ‘I’m proud’ or ‘you are doing great’ or ‘I’m so grateful you are sharing this with me’ and then exploration questions. Don’t make them judgemental. Make the questions open, without inferring they need to do more or are not enough. I like:
  1. “Can you say some more?”
  2. “I’d love to hear more.”
  3. "That sounds hard and I wonder how it is for you"

R Respect: Celebrate efforts, awareness and achievements. When we are really seen in the struggles of our situation and how much we are doing and trying we feel so much better (and often emotions like grief pour out). When we are celebrated in our achievements we feel validated, appreciated and positive. Sometimes we resist these compliments, especially if we suffer 'imposter syndrome' but that's ok. The more we hear them the more we chip away at that armour.
  1. I can really see how much you try and it's amazing.
  2. You are managing so much right now. 
  3. I love how you... (insert compliment - genuine noticing and celebration). I admire you/ am proud of you.

When you share, try and connect with how you feel. Slow down as much as you can. You can always ask them if they could acknowledge what you said and felt. After you have both shared you can begin a normal dialogue to problem solve or connect physically to create a loving connection. 

DRAMA and EMPATHY triangles

Below is my interpretation of the drama triangle and how it leads into the empathy triangle. The goal is to give empathy to the parts that are alive. When we do this they naturally come down the triangle, through vulnerability, like sand through an hour glass, and we value, respect and celebrate the person, leaving them feeling seen, appreciated and settled. To read more about my Drama/Empathy Triangles click here. ​​
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Using this tool SOLO
Working with yourself or another it may be you have to move between parts a few times to reach a point where the vulnerable/emotional part feels calmer and safe enough to have a more rational and solution-focused conversation. Using a mirror can help, as a focus. Try and finish with positive reassurance for yourself - connecting with the parts that are loving, wise and calm. 

Morning and Evening Practice: Self-Parenting Mirror Work
This is a practice I do daily, sometimes twice a day. 

The aim of all this work is to develop unconditional love which will allow a natural outpouring of gratitude, blessings, generosity, kindness, curiosity, playfulness, motivation, optimism and effective and creative work. 

To get there we have to be with what is real, in it’s rawest form, first, then bring in the wise, loving part of ourselves to dialogue empathetically. This requires ‘space’. 

Logistics
You’ll need:
  • A private space. If you don’t have one go to the park or the car. Find any space away from people that the mind will be wary of. You need the mind to feel free to express raw emotion and judgments. 
  • A chunk of time of around 30 minutes. It can be done in less time, but only with practice. 
  • A timer to keep track
  • A mirror

Solo Method:
  1. Set the timer for 5 minutes. This is the first space for the emotional part of you to share. IF you have a repeating timer use that and cap it at 6 sessions of 5 mins = 30 minutes. 
  2. Look into the mirror and ask yourself: “How are you?” You can add a term of endearment or if you are reparenting you could use your name/relationship. Eg. “How are you Neil, my beautiful son? I want to know anything that’s going on for you.”
  3. Open up and look into the mirror, attentively. Here you are accessing the raw emotion most (80%) and reserving only 20% for the wise witness to take it all in. The priority is to allow what is real. Use repetition lots. If a bold statement emerges, repeat it multiple times and really get into the movement and emotion of it. Eg. “I don’t know what to do, I don;t know what to do…”
  4. Allow 5 minutes then use SAFE to respond. It’s important to allow space, but also not so much that the emotional part takes over. It needs to be held. If there is a gap before 5 mins is over then get in there and deliver empathy with Acknowledgement “Thank you for sharing. I heard…”. Feelings “You’re feeling x… and that’s OK” (with this one make sure to match the feeling in your tone and body language. Get with them. If they are angry, be a bit angry and agree with them. If they are worried and urgent, be faster paced for a moment, with them. If they are defeated and depressed, be coddling of that and emphasise how hard it all is. Then ENCOURAGE EXPLORATION. Put it back to them to go deeper and feel it even more. “You’re doing great, can you say more?” or “It’s ok to have this emotion, what’s that feel like?”
  5. Keep going back and forth until you reach vulnerability and then come into RECOGNITION of SAFER. By the end of the process we want the emotional part to move away from anxiety and anger and towards the raw sadness and vulnerability underneath and then to recognise the value of ourselves. This is the end of the EMP[ATHY TRIANGLE and it will allow you to feel more seen, understood and inspired.
  6. Follow up this process with something rewarding and wholesome. I like to dance, stretch, exercise or go for a walk in nature. Sometimes I’m hungry and I’ll eat well. Music is often good. Then I get into my work (if morning) with a renewed sense of self-worth. 

© Neil Morbey: Positively-Mindful 2022
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Re-Schooling Ourselves: Refreshing Our Narratives

25/8/2022

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As I worked with an anxious client I realised something: Most of my inner work and my work with clients is about unschooling us from the inaccurate and unhelpful narratives they have been indoctrinated into. We have all been brainwashed by well meaning adults before us. They were brainwashed too, it’s not their fault. It isn’t anyone's fault, but it is our responsibility. 

IT'S NO ONES FAULT - IT'S OUR RESPONSIBILITY
It’s my responsibility to notice when a thought is negative, that is to say, it depletes energy by arguing with reality. A negative thought is always inaccurate, wrong and untrue. It argues with facts because a part of me is too afraid to slow down and look at the truth of the situation, and because I have been schooled this way by so many people in my childhood and in my adulthood. Our culture is rife with poor quality education. An example from my life is that I was told I was lazy, so many times, and by so many people, especially key people (like Dad) that I started to believe it. In fact the whole concept of laziness is wrong. Laziness is healthy - it is a response to being tired. What most people call laziness is actually fear. We are laden with fearful thoughts and no one taught us how to manage that. In their own mis-education they just called us lazy.

THE TRUTH IS OK
The truth is simple. We are a happening, a process of continual change and sometimes that can be scary, because we are vulnerable organisms. Nothing is wrong with that. It’s all OK. It’s OK to be scared and for things to hurt and for change to be happening. Everything we ‘think’ on top of that is just thoughts, or ‘narrative’. These thoughts are powerful. They shape our experience. Some of them helpfully, others of them cause us to suffer. The key is to notice you are thinking and discern if it’s helpful or not and then to make a choice. 

MAKE A CHOICE
Decide. Do you want to be a slave to an unhelpful narrative? Do you want to be liberated by admitting the truth? This too is a process of gradual re-schooling, re-parenting, both to ourselves and to others. If we decide to follow the path of liberation then we are free to choose how to live. We begin to consider what is helpful and important -  principles to live by. We naturally find our way towards principles like kindness, honesty, trust, wisdom and corresponding behaviour like slowing down, rooting out bad habits and installing healthy habits and welcoming ourselves and others with love in our hearts. 

SUFERING IS ALSO OK
Or we choose to let our fearful thoughts take hold. This is the dark path, which is also part of the process. Stepping back we can see a perspective where this suffering is necessary in the grand scheme of things. As Eckhart Tolle said “We suffer until we realise that we don’t need to suffer any more.”
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Grounding: Stabilize your Wobbles

22/7/2022

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We all get wobbles. Life is full of challenges and we sometimes feel anxious, worried, frustrated, sad, depressed or even overwhelmed. 

When this happens what often happens that makes it worse? and more importantly what could you do to help yourself?
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Let's find some inner peace!
Vicious Cycles
Well we often make things worse through panic thinking. We imagine all sorts of terrible things that might happen, or that 'did' happen (but probably didn't happen the way we imagined). We compare ourselves, or our experience with the ideal image of who / what 'should' be. In doing this we suffer and it can be a vicious cycle of thinking and then amplifying the feeling, then amplifying the thinking... until eventually we burn out. 

Grounding
A better way is to practice something called grounding. If we were in a storm the safest thing to do is get low to the ground.  When people have a panic attack or feel unwell it's often a good idea to ask them to sit or lie on the ground, so they don't fall over and hurt themselves. These are analogies of a set of emotional techniques that help us to feel more safe and stabilize our emotional wobbles. I'll name a few here, which I use regularly. 

1. Deep breathing
The first is simple - focus on long, slow outbreaths. Science has shown s that this down regulates the nervous system helping us to feel calm. The important thing is long, slow and smooth breathing, with small gaps. Slowing down the breath slows down the mind. 
If you want a structure to follow you can look up box breathing or 7/11 breath or 4-7-8 breathing. I also like ocean breath and sighing with sound. Try them all and pick one. They all share the same quality - slower, smoother, deeper breathing, with pauses, primarily focused on the out breath. 

2. Describing things according to the senses
A good way to interrupt thought is to put our attention into our senses. I recently showed a way to do this when working for Marie Curie, to help people grieving. I use this when I work with people who are panicking. Slow down the breath and name 5 things you see, listen for 4 distinct sounds, smell 3 things, touch 2 things with your hands and finally bring the attention inside to feel one inner sensation/location, like the heartbeat.  This doesn't solve the external situation, but describing or being with the senses slows the mind and body down and regulate the nervous system, whilst also interrupting any negative thoughts. Now you can think more clearly. 
4. Meditation
This is a practice of the above - exploring our senses, but with a couple of extra layers. First we observe things for longer, and with a relaxed and relatively still posture, secondly we move closer and closer to the experience, with full allowing, acceptance and curosity, until there is no separation between I 'the observer' and that which is being observed. We become the body and let everything flow through us. This deep state of being can take time to cultivate and the key to it is non-striving, or allowing. If there is resistance, that's ok - be the resistance, inhabit it and allow it fully. The more curiosity we can practice the better, whilst also not reacting. This can cultivate a wonderful sense of openness and trust, gradually, over time. This is not a quick fix. 

5. Express it, talk to it, move it! 
This final tip might seem a bit odd, but for me it is part of my practice of re-parenting, fooling, parts work and self-love. Imagine these wobbles are parts of you popping up to protect you. They want listening to and so it's important to give them some space to express them. There are many ways you do this:
  • Journaling
  • Playing 'as them' for a few minutes (eg. be the grumpy part and let yourself complain)
  • Singing or dancing the emotion -bring it into voice or movement (music is a helpful aid here)
  • Bring love to this part by talking to it in a loving way - this involves acknowledging it, asking what it needs and giving it some reassurance. I find a loving chest rub is helpful here. 
When we explore these parts we often find vulnerable longings, hungers and needs underneath. Emotion is a powerful force and if we explore it we can often hardness its power to motivate us into action. This is intrinsic (internal) motivation, instead of extrinsic (external) motivation. Its the difference between an inner desire and yearning and wanting instead of wanting external approval or achievement. 

This final one often involves movement. They say action is the antidote to anxiety - which I find to often be true. Below is a picture of practicing a bit of Yoga in the sunshine. A great way to step out of our wobbles is to MOVE THE BODY! 
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When to use these exercises
Personally I use these grounding exercises regularly, often before I'm even wobbled. It can prepare us for the wobble and help us sail through challenges. I talk about them and encourage others, They can really allow us to think and act with more calm and clarity, which often makes our problems much more manageable. Try them yourself and let me know how it goes! 

If you need help to practice them come and join a group or work 1:1 with me or hire me to teach them in your workplace. Big Love! Neil
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How to appreciate your struggle

10/3/2022

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Self-doubt, self-blame, self-criticism are normal and healthy parts of being human. They keep us in check. But for many of us, they get out of hand. Our protective parts become 'panicked protectors' and therefore sabotage our plans. When this happens we need to step back, calm the nervous system and practise some mindful reflection. One of the simplest things we can practice is appreciation. This is subtly different from gratitude. Appreciation is to recognise the value of what is present. In this blog, I'll explain why and how to do this.
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Self Doubt
Sometimes the process of therapy, self-development and working on our goals can feel endless, fruitless, pointless and downright exhausting. In these moments we can get filled up with self-doubt. 
  • - Am I doing the right thing?
  • - Am I kidding myself?
  • - Is this just a waste of time?
  • - Am I even capable of this?
  • - What's wrong with me?!

Negative thinking is normal
This is the beginning of negative and catastrophic thinking, an old friend of mine. It will always be a companion because our brains evolved to seek problems, even when we are OK. In fact ESPECIALLY when we are doing OK. It protects us from becoming complacent and it is millions of years old. It's primal. You can't outsmart it. You can work with it though. 

It basically wants to know that we are OK. So here is what I do:

1. Appreciate your challenging situation - Investigate the situation and your worries in the WORST case - what would you do if all your worries came to pass?
2. Appreciating your struggles as achievements - especially considering your past personal challenges

Appreciate your challenging situation
I came up with this tool a while ago and I still use it today. It was a realisation I had when I was trying too hard to 'think positively' and was just finding myself exhausted and miserable. Then I remembered the backwards law: 

'Needing' a positive experience is itself a negative experience; Appreciating a negative experience is a positive experience"

WORST tool
  • ​W: Worries. What’s the worst that will happen?  List them methodically. 
  •  O: OK? Would you be OK (i.e survive?). Why would it all be OK? (Even if you die). Go through each item
  • R: Recover. Assume it happened. How would you recover?  
  • S: Statistically: How likely is it to happen, really? What %, really?
  • T: Tactics: What could you do to reduce the likelihood of this happening?

When I pause and do this I often feel so much better and I have an action to move myself forwards, appreciating the negatives are actually OK. So what about a deeper level of appreciation? 
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Appreciating your struggles as achievements
​Even when we are having a crappy time we can pause and reflect on how the struggle is part of the success. We often forget this. We think it's hopeless because we don't take the time to remember our context and just how challenging life is and therefore how well we are doing. This morning I took a moment from my self-critical mind and remembered to celebrate  my achievements and milestones more 

This week I:
  • Let go of my friend's anger at me in 1 day - a big achievement for a chronic people pleasure that I used to be
  • Communicated a vulnerability with my girlfriend today - a huge thing for me, as I've been afraid to hurt and worry her with it in the past
  • Apologised for double booking and it went well - I've become more adept and easy to apologise
  • Noticed I was anxious and had a loving chat with myself and let it go yesterday - A great thing because in the past I used to spiral into anxiety for days or weeks. 
  • Reached out and I got nice responses - this is massive. I'm working on reaching out and asking for help because I've lived as a lone wolf for too long.

Intentional living
Living life with purpose can be a weekly or daily occurrence. I like to set a mostly intention and track it each day, particularly in bed before sleeping. I ask myself how I did with this today. It accelerates my progress so much to celebrate small victories. In the past I have got better at so many things with this technique including:
  • Being more generous
  • Practicing self-love and self care more
  • More self-discipline in waking up, working out and working on time
  • And many more.

My current intention is 'loving self-discipline and I'm tracking this very simple as you'll see by the image below. So I'll leave you with the question - how can you pause and appreciate your challenging situation and your achievements today? Would you like to begin by setting an intention for a small change? What would that be? 

Good luck and warm wishes. 
Neil Morbey, Mindfulness Coach
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Allowing Ourselves To Rest

2/2/2022

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Today I am writing about the need to rest. TLDR: It's OK to give yourself rest. To maximise the benefits of the rest you have to allow yourself to enjoy it fully, and relax. This means neutralising the negative talk, amplified by the ‘workaholism’, which will no doubt be barking at you "You need to do work!" You don't, right now. That will come. Listen to your body and slow down. ​
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If you follow my posts you'll see that my intention for the new year is "To give myself the loving discipline that I need" and within that, I posted recently about 'Committing to Your Deep Truth: Your Mission' and 'The Attention Wars - Know Your Enemies'. You can expect more posts like this as I push myself to become better, stronger, wiser and to work harder. However, there are times, like this morning, when my body is loud and clear - you need to rest. 

I woke up this morning feeling rough. I did a 'Gratitude Snooze' which was lovely and then upon the next alarm, I counted down from 5 and jumped out of bed. I recently read the 5 am club and whilst I'm not up for getting up at that hour, I am m making my wake up time more consistent and gradually earlier. At part of Sharma's theory of 20/20/20, I was up for some exercise, but as I began I realised my body was not feeling good. I questioned if this is a ‘trauma reaction’ and my body responded with a resounding 'No - please I need rest!'.

OK so I would do my normal routine. 
  • Meditate
  • Journal / Self Chat
  • Exercise
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Do something!
With that, I was up and ready for a little movement. I put on my favourite workout playlist and it reminds me to (in the words of Joe Rogan): "Do something, it doesn't have to be a lot, jump a little rope, walk up some hills, just do something. Your body has requirements, it needs to move, and when it does you feel better." So I went for a wee run and then did a wee workout. Not as much as on my plan. I felt better. I felt much better. I had a cold shower, I ate food and I planned my day. 

Energy crash!
Turns out I can't just expect my body to be better with a little fresh air and exercise. So I started my workday with a nap - listening to Paul Mckenna, hot water bottle on my back and one on my eyes (also cleaned my eyes with saltwater as they have been flaring up a little-  a sign that my body is struggling). This was so delicious. Throughout the nap, I would neutralise the negative mind that worried I'm being lazy and should be working. I would have to do this continuously today. Workaholism - the idea that all of our value comes from working - never allows us to rest. We need rest, especially when the body is struggling.  

Rest is 'doing something'

Rest makes us more effective and productive in the long run. It is not 'doing nothing' or 'being lazy'. Laziness is often a story we tell ourselves, when really there is some fear present. Rest allows us to listen to the body and delve in to check out the fear that prevents us from moving forward. Often a 'should' and 'need' is the language of fear, which has a counter productive effect on our work.  

I post this now in the hope that you are able to tune into what your body needs and neutralise the negative thoughts of workaholism. Good luck my friends. ​
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Committing To Your Deep Truth: Your Mission

19/1/2022

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I'm in the midst of a change of direction and it's bloody hard. As part of this I'm training more, reading  more, surrounding myself with positive influences and delving deep into my fears. Three recent books have been helping: 
  • 'Can't Hurt Me' by David Goggins, an ex Navy Seal, Army Ranger and Ultra Marathon runner; the self styled 'Hardest 'Mutha-F**ker God Ever Created'.
  • Extreme Ownership by Jocko Willink too - another ex Seal and hard man, this time though one with a family and a little more of a balnced individual. 
  • Will by Will Smith - a similar work ethic. and inspiration. I admire how Will takes creativity and his family lessons into his life. 
Here's some of the key lessons and inspiration I've taken and how they are influencing my life. 
​THE MIND ASKS WHY? ANSWER IT!
There's a moment in Goggin's book where he is doing an ultra marathon and he is realising his brain is starting to complain. He calls this 'the governor' (like that on a car to control the speed). He has learned and practices the skill of overpowering and outthinking his governor. "The mind knows all - it knows your fears and your weaknesses. It will tell you your not good enough. It will ask you the hardest question in those moments - Why are you bothering to try this!?" What Goggins realised is that you have to have an answer prepared for that question, especially in those painful moments. You need to remember a deep truth, an intention that you committed to for a very very good reason.

GOGGINS HAS A CLEAR MISSION
​For Goggins he wanted to be the Hardest 'Mutha-F**ker God Ever Created'. He wanted to develop mental toughness because he could see that this is all a mind game. So he saw all these physical challenges as positively  'callousing the mind'. He learned to give the pain purpose and this was his answer each time in the dark night of the soul, in the midst of his suffering he responded to 'why bother?' with "Because I don't want to! I am callousing my mind against that soft, weakness of fear. I am becoming the hardest man ever!" 

HAVE A SIMPLE MISSION  PREPARED
I love that. Though I may not share his mission I can relate.  If we can connect to a deep truth - a purpose that touches something profound in us, and we recite it regularly then we are prepared for those moments in life when the mind challenges our resolve. The mind  forgets why we started and so its up to us to 'prepare to remember.' To have the answer, the deep truth, the 'mission' etched into our mind, ready to respond when fear and panic tempt us to give up and convince us that we are not good enough. The mission must be simple and clear and inspiring. 

NO FINISH LINE
Another part of Goggins race mentality that haunts me is the idea that there is no finish line. Give up waiting for the finish line and embrace this suffering. Wow! What if that's true? What if there is no finish line? What if, even in life there is no finish? 
I have used death as a comforter many times. The idea that I will die one day, maybe today, helps me to drop my worries and relax. I'm here to enjoy myself. It's not a race, it's a dance. But Goggins' idea popped my bubble. What if death is not the end? What if the journey continues. More suffering in the next part? Maybe I keep repeating this life forever? OK, or as Goggins says 'Roger That!'
The point is to realise that if I keep comforting myself with the idea of an ending to my problems then I just wait for that to happen, which encourages me to rest back instead of pushing forward. I'm in a point in my life where I have been resting back way too much, because I've been comforting myself, getting soft and it's time to delve deep into my truth and start to embrace the difficult things. In order to do that I'm entertaining the idea that there may be no finish line. This suffering is it. This is life. This is where the joy and growth is. No waiting around for the end. Live, live now. As Jocko Willis says (another hard man) "Fight that ticking clock with everything you got!"
 WhN'T JUST GO WITH THE FLOW - FIGHT!
I've lead a lot of my Mindfulness career trying to find the easy path. The least resistance. The way of the lazy guru. This 'go with the flow' attitude has value, because it helps me to relax and I needed that for a time. But it also has negativity. If we are always going with the flow we are not in any control and we are being propelled along by life and by the mind. If there's one thing I know about the mind it is that it has a negativity bias. It looks for problems to solve. It draws us into conflict and drama. It's time for me to wake up and take charge of the boat, put some work in and to go against the flow - take the path of most resistance. Fight that clock and that governor within my own mind. Fight hard and delve deep into my truth.

THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL
We all face the dark night of the soul when we do this. The moments where you actually turn and face your fear. We often do it alone. Ultimately we must do it alone, but I am learning now that I can also do it with some additional resources, which have been partly inspired by the way Will Smith surrounds himself with family and friends: 

1. Trusted Friends: I've been cultivating a great group of friends. I have often struggled to reach out to them and this morning I realised it's time to call on them for help and support. It's going to be a challenge to overcome my inner resistance there too.

2. Mirror work and reparenting:  So what's been helping me is... me. The man in the mirror. I've been making a practice of taking a good quality mirror and sitting with it in conversation. I see in the mirror the father I always longed for - supportive, loving, encouraging, disciplined, kind and emotionally intelligent. He wants to guide me but he also wants me to do the work myself. I can cry in front of him and he stays with me, with infinite patience. I talk to him for about 10 minutes every day and it alwsys ends with a shower of encouragement from him. 

It's been amazing and I'm excited to keep this journey going, with no finish line and overpowering my internal governor with a connection to my deepest truth: Because this experience is helping me to become the greatest counsellor and coach to others, so I can empower them to reconnect to their deepest truth and to act from a loving place, rather than the fear of a panicked mind. This is my newest mission and I practice it every single day.  I leave you with three questions:
  1. What is your mission?
  2. Who can you count on to help?
  3. Are you prepared to go deep inside and talk to the person in the mirror to get to the deep truth?​
If you need some help to connect to your deepest self and bring out your mission let me know and let's work together on it.  I 'd love to help you as I also continue to commit and action my own mission every single day. ​
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The Attention Wars - Know Your Enemies!

24/11/2021

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We live in a safer world now (I speak from my privileged  position in it). But we still have wars and the biggest war is fought 24/7 - it is the war for our attention. We have enemies in this war and we can use their image to motivate healthier habits. In this blog I'll talk about how I use it to get up early, to stop distraction and to focus on my goals.  Let's do this! 
I've been enjoying the music of Akira The Don, who makes beats to accompany soundbites from inspiring speakers. In this tune he takes a speech from Jocko Willink - an ex Navy-Seal - to inspire us to use the enemy image to get up early. I paraphrase quips from Jocko here:
  • "I like to have that psychological win over the enemy. When I wake up in the morning... I'm thinking about the enemy and what they're doing. "
  • "I imagine there's a guy rocking back and forth, with a machine gun in one hand and a grenade in the other, and he's waiting - for me! We're going to meet!"
  • "I'm thinking to myself what can I do to be ready for that moment? Which is coming"
  • "Successful is someone who brings light into that darkness"
  • "I will use the word 'Fearless' not because they didn't have fear, but that  they overcame it, all the time." (This is from the song  'This Is It')
  • 'To live and fight and die like a warrior - to overcome fear - that to me is success. Regardless of the outcome.'

Who have you made your enemy?

We mostly use the enemy image unconsciously. We make enemies of our friends, other people and even ourselves. We don't realise we do this and we also don't realise the negative effects it has on our mood, body and relationships. Two examples come to mind: 
  • Some Left Liberals imagine bitter, short sighted Tories, hoarding money and shitting on the environment. The worry that the world is being dragged into fascist and environmentally destructive dystopia leads them to become more and more radical in their rebellious approach. 
  • Some Right Conservatives imagine lazy, workshy hippies, draining the national purse illegally. This leads them to despise people who are in poverty and become judgemental and bitter and try to make stricter and harsher rules. 
These examples of 'othering' can also be done consciously - We can make up a story to help us and thus avoid the negative side effects of confusing imagination with reality. Here is how I do it:

Modern Enemies Look Like This:

I imagine two main enemies in this modern battle:. I understand these are characters and not 'real' people (who are more complex). The following  images help motivate me to thwart the attention wandering.  
#1: The Corporate Attention Masters.
Think Mark Zuckerberg meets Jeff Bezos; Money hungry business tycoons that exploit people in a trance to create content for them and buy stuff on their online platforms, as they bombard you with stimulus. This robs you of your most precious commodity -your attention. You become a zombie consumer, lost in a trance of media and products and left lost in a world of comparison and confusion.  This is enemy #1 .
 #2: The Online Attention Provokers
I imagine spoiled, resentful and entitled tweens and twenty somethings, on Reddit and YouTube (like Jake Paul, Morgz , Liza Koshy, Logan Paul, Alissa Violet - I had to research these - it's scary stuff). They want your attention too - to drag you into liking or hating them - spreading (mis)information and sparking pointless debates about irrelevant stuff, leaving you feeling guilt, shame and anger. This includes text message wars on the phone. This is enemy #2.

The truth is: These enemies are inside you

I teach this and I still forget at times - such is the power of the modern trance.
Whenever we create an enemy image it is usually a representation of a part of ourselves that we repress, but very much lives inside.  When I consider my enemies - yes there are people in the world like that but the real enemy is my own pattern of distraction and then blaming, whilst ignoring my own body and mind. The real enemy is within.
The line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart?”. -  Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
So what can I do?
I take the advice of Ghandi and Jocko (can you imagine these two combined!? What a team!)
Be the change I want to see and Prepare for battle with the enemy. Just  like in this video ​we must recognise the inner parts if we are to tame them. This means discipline and boundaries.
What this means in practice: 
  • Practice Discipline and Boundaries: Starting my day well, off the smartphone and using techniques (which I teach and coach) to liberate myself from online and offline distractions that only serve the corporate Zuckerberg's of the world. 
  • Practice Gratitude and Empathy: I use mindfulness to create more love and less hate in myself and in my relationships. I step back from online debates (including text messages) and have real conversations and real relationships. 
For me this means I have a morning routine of getting up early, meditating, journaling, working out and then a daily practice of using Pomodoro's to stay focused and gradually changing my online habits. I keep the enemies in my mind to remind me of the parts within. 

If you'd like to learn some of these techniques and develop a healthy relationship with yourself and others please get in touch and do some coaching with me. 
I want better focus and healthier relationships !
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Practices To Improve Polyvagal Tone

12/11/2021

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Polyvagal theory has become core in my teaching and practice, since researching Dr Porges ideas and then  through my trauma healing. It has helped me become more resilient. Here I share practical uses to improve  skill in switching states and finding balance. 

Polyvagal Theory: Three Nervous System States

I find the stuff on the internet needlessly complex. I'm going to simplify it. 
Imagine we have three states, or gears:​
  • Red: Activated  Monkey:  Fight and Flight  - The  panicked action state of the 'Sympathetic System'
  • Green: Learning Human:  Rest and Digest - The calm and creative 'Parasympathetic  System'
  • Grey: ​Immobile Lizard: Freeze - The helpless, numb, dissociative state of 'Dorsal Vagal System'
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WINDOW OF TOLERANCE
A better way of considering it is to think of the green zone in the middle as a window of tolerance that you want to keep returning to and expanding through deliberate practice of dipping into the stretch zones either side. This is a nicer way of describing the Comfort Zone, Stretch Zones and Panic Zone. 

AIM: FLEXIBILITY AND RESILIENCE
We are ultimately aiming for psychological and bodily flexibility. To be able to move between states, so we can be resilient to them when they come up. We cannot just stop them from appearing. They call it the autonomic nervous system for a reason. To become more flexible and resilient we can think of it like a muscle. 

NEUORCEPTION - MINDFULLY BECOME AWARE OF YOUR CURRENT STATE
But first you have to be AWARE of what state you are in. This is actually quite simple - tune in (mindfully) to the body and notice if you are activated into panicked action or frozen in immobile confusion and numbness. To do this however takes some skill. When we practice mindfulness we develop our nueroception -our ability to be aware and even name and describe our internal state.
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Tuning in, whilst in the sun... what do I feel... What would I like to feel = Getting in touch with my needs

Shifting state from Immobile Lizard State (Freeze / Hypoarousal)

OK so you've discovered you're stuck in indecision and confusion, immobile and static. What next?  I can numb out so often when I'm overwhelmed and so basically I've learned that in this state we need to MOVE and embrace some discomfort. Here are some ways to help you. I have put *** next to the ones I use.
  1. Singing*** I love this one as it helps me feel good and is great breathing practice
  2. Cold water to the face***! This is something I use a lot and can be combined well with...
  3. Brushing teeth and flossing - refreshing and you’re using bilateral stimulation and dropping the jaw - this is a very primal way of reducing stress.
  4. Cold shower/swim  - Pain is your friend here - Declare it "I love this!" Or if no access to the bathroom...
  5. Just do some fast and deep breathing (Wim Hoff) otherwise known as Fire Breath
  6. Admit what's up*** and use challenging, motivational words "Let's Go! Bring it on! Yeah! Fuck this!"  See my FLOW tool... I use this a lot! 
  7. Stand up, Shake it out, with sound - Stretch and make sound, like an animal, or even better
  8. Dance to music***, with sound
  9. Go for a fast walk or jog***, in the fresh air - make it have a determined energy
  10. Climb a tree***. do some press ups, pound your chest
  11. Tense the whole body and relax (Progressive Muscle Relaxation)
  12. Watch some fun, irreverent comedy *** (the danger for me is that this one can lead to procrastination an YouTube addiction!)
  13. Rage to heavy music - scream swear words into a cushion or shout in the car
  14. Have a vigorous workout*** - with sound - punch the fists
  15. Do some intense or dynamic yoga*** (Vinyasa/Ashtanga)
  16. Lie Down and move head from side to side: Recalibration exercise using neck/eyes
  17. Bilateral Stimulation With Eyes - EMDR - Follow your finger with your eyes all around, left right, rolling around, then back and forth, ending with your eyes up. Studies on Trauma patients show that this side-to-side movement neutralizes the initial traumatic event, gets it unstuck, and can create immediate relief from PTSD. I personally think its more appropriate in a therapeutic 1:1 setting. 
Don't: 
  • Believe the inner critics judgements or helpless predictions - question them/alow them
  • Get lost in distracting phone/ media - throw the phone away
  • Sit and stare blankly at walls/ceiling - move, music, shake, now!
  • Stay stuck indoors/in bed/on seat - go out!
  • Browse the internet becoming lost in rabbit holes - get off it!
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Activating with a swim

Shifting from Activated Monkey State (Fight/Flight / Hyperarousal)

Once activated you may wish to crack on with work - great. Ideally we want to bring moderation to our action, not just use work to become another distraction from dealing with our internal state of stress. For people who are manic or workaholics this is particularly important (I can be like this). It is best to induce a state of calm learning so we can have an open mind as we move through our day. Calming things might include (*** = I use them):
  1. Humming! ***I love it! Slows things down and is peaceful. 
  2. Deep slow belly breaths***, Slow, controlled out breaths, with gaps
  3. Admit what your mind is thinking and say '...and that's ok... fuck it... no worries' (Journaling is good for this) Again this is FLOW
  4. Self Tapping (EFT Technique) with self loving words -  Tapping on acupressure points in the body to stimulate those positive brain wave frequencies (delta waves) and activating serotonin and dopamine. 
  5. Meditation or napping - use comforting, positive words "It's OK, I'm OK. Ahhhh...."
  6. Go for a SLOW, mindful walk - Stop, Look around, Observe something, Walk On. 
  7. Gentle stretch (Yin Yoga / Yoga Nedra / Alexander Technique)
  8. Read a book, to chilled music 
  9. Bath, candles, self massage/pamper
  10. Watch a feel good movie, or one that matches mood (not action)
  11. Havening: basically hugging and rubbing yourself  - There are nerve endings right under the surface of your skin cells on the upper body. When you apply pressure there, it creates delta waves in the brain (the same brain waves during deep REM sleep) and it slows the beta wave pattern down. That’s why hugs are so important! Give yourself one, or give someone else a hug who needs it as well.

Don't: 
  • Get lost in 101 tasks - focus on one at a time
  • Allow business to overtake you and stop you caring for your body and relationships - find balance
  • Allow confusion to get you stuck between fight/flight - wrtite down what you are intending to do and be realisitic
  • Browse the internet becoming lost in rabbit holes - get off the internet now!
The internet and information bombardment often sends us back down into a state of overwhelm and we find ourselves immobile, frozen and numb again. I often have to jump up, put music on and shake it off before settling again. 
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De-activating with rest and tea and stroking the dog

Pro-active practices - prepare!

So we can be ready for this by developing our neuroception and building healthy habits into our lives. These are what I recommend:
  1. Daily connection practice: meditation, yoga, and recalibration - I do about 20 minutes every morning 
  2. Walking outside - get sunshine and fresh air daily, even if its just 10 minutes
  3. Cold water exposure - choose a discomfort that works your vascular system
  4. Exercise daily - even if it's only 20 minutes. Get your heartrate up and move the body! 
  5. Sleep well - try and get a minimum of 7 hrs.
  6. Eat real food, not too much - I try and eat less processed food and finish when I'm 80% full
  7. Practice regular standing up from desk - I use Pomodoro technique to help me 
If you'd like help with this come on a group course in Emotional Resilience or work with me 1:1. ​


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Being good enough - letting go of 'exceptional'.

8/11/2021

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Since lockdown in 2021 I notice a gradual ebbing away of my confidence in myself. Self doubt has been nipping at my heels. I've been doing all sorts to try and get rid of it. I recognise it as my old friend 'IMPOSTER SYNDROME'. This part of me tries to protect me from failure and humiliation by forming the believe that I'm not good enough. 
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Do you have a part of you that does this too? 

I trust I am not alone. It's part of the human condition and it's exacerbated by the modern culture. I've been re=reading Mark Manson's masterpiece 'The Subtle Art of Not Giving A F***'  to try and remind me of some things. I'm only up to page 70 and already I'm reminded of a basic thing that culture does: 

 "All day, every day, we are flooded with the truly extraordinary. The best of the best and the worst of the worst. The greatest physical feats. The funniest jokes. The most upsetting news. The scariest threats. Nonstop".  - Mark Manson

Mark reminds me that in this odd culture of bombardment 'exceptional' is considered normal and to be average is to fail. He reminds me that in our desire and need to be special and exceptional we will try and be at one end of the bell curve - to be exceptionally successful or believe we are exceptionally bad. This polarising ignores the need for balance, across multiple disciplines, and the acceptance of being ordinary,.
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The bell curve of life is reality
A few other choice reminders from the book:
  • The mind automatically finds ways to invent problems if it has a lack - this reminds me to practice gratitude and recognition of the privilege and ease of my life
  • Finding something important and meaningful in your life is perhaps the most productive use of your time and energy - this remind me to refresh my purpose and manifesto and look at what training I would like to do next. 
  • The backwards law reminds me that the desire for more positive experiences is itself a negative experience. And, paradoxically, the acceptance of one's negative experiences is itself a positive experience. 
  • As my friend Cedar says - nothing is wrong - nothing is wrong with me, or with you, even though the mind constantly tries to use comparison, control and craving to convince you there is something wrong. Of course the caveat to that is that you can still make mistakes - but don't condemn them as wrong. 
  • The capitalist society wants us to give a f*** about everything that is unimportant, including other people's opinions of us. This worry makes them money! So F*** this. The subtle art of not giving a f*** is about caring less about trivia and focusing ones attention on what truly matters.
  • F*** our feelings. We cannot let them 'drive the bus'.  love the phrase ''I feel like shit today, but who gives a f***?" and then I can magically stop hating myself for feeling bad and just crack on. 
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This is just one of the ways that helps me to overcome the imposter syndrome. What about you? What helps you remember what is important, what is real and what to give less f***s about?

If you'd like help figuring that out hire me to coach you. First session is free! 
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Reschooling and Reparenting - Heal and Train Yourself (Like a Kitten)

26/10/2021

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How many of us get a prescription from the doctor, coach or physiotherapist but don’t complete it and see it through?

How many of us spend too long punishing ourselves for mistakes and spend so much of our lives trying to live up to others' expectations?
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Yet if we were to take a pet (like this cute Kitten, Mo-Mo) to a vet we would ensure the pet completes it’s full amount of medication or exercise. If we were raising a young animal or human we would encourage it to live life with freedom and joy - to choose what they do and not worry about others’ expectations. We would love them unconditionally. 

Part of my work is helping myself and others learn to love, care and nourish ourselves, as if we were another - to embed the responsibility deep into our bones. To remember everyday that your job is to love this one, as if you had just been handed a beautiful baby and told to look after it.  How do we do this? First we must realise why we don’t...
Trauma
We are fragile and vulnerable and imperfect. It’s not that easy to care for beings that break, fail, make mistakes. It’s annoying and frustrating to take care of an object that has those traits. As children we were at our most fragile and our caregivers were imperfect, so we developed some incredible beliefs and coping mechanisms to survive and receive the care we absolutely needed then. The problem is that some of these beliefs and reactionary coping mechanisms are with us as adults. We learned to judge, shame and even hate ourselves to fit in and receive love from our caregivers. 
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We continue these mechanisms even though we are the ones we now need care from So the first step is to understand our traumas through discussion, meditation, investigation with a trusted therapist. If you’d like to begin that work contact me here.
​Reschooling and Reparenting 
Once we have glimpsed our traumas and reactions that is the beginning of a reschooling and reparenting project that will last you the rest of your life. We need to figure out how we would want another to be treated - not just ‘nice’ - that wouldn’t cut it- you also need to take deep consideration from ‘the four pillars of parenting’:
  1. Unconditional Love & Forgiveness: We all make mistakes and we need to know we are loved regardless. 
  2. Boundaries & discipline: We need structure and consequences to help us achieve 
  3. Nurture and Care: We need help when we are weak and we need to have habits and networks of care ready for those moments. 
  4. ​Purpose & Joy: We need to have fun whilst being connected to a deep sense of purpose and meaning
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Within my work I help people heal the body and train the mind. Here are some of the main ways in which we do this: 

Things we can do
We can do many things to help our inner vulnerable parts:
  • Meditation, Breathwork and Grounding: Learning simple ways to calm the nervous system
  • Mindful Massage and Movement: Refresh and relax the body
  • Somatic Experiencing and Pendulation: Using awareness of the body to discover and heal trauma
  • Counselling with Voice Dialogue Parts Work: Giving space to the inner parts to grieve, express, be seen, heard and understood helps us create inner peace and integration of our shadow

Re-schooling the mind with Healthier Habits 
We were taught maths and English in school, but no one taught us how to live well. They didn’t really teach us to challenge our own thoughts, channel our emotions. In sessions we learn to bring in new ways of thinking and relating to ourselves that create more compassion, self-care, discipline and of course the vital energy that comes with joy and play. These habits can enrich our habits of productivity, so we can be functional AND feel good. 
One more thing...
It takes a village to raise a child.  Who is in your village? Who are your warriors, your wise elders, your traders and skilled workers?  Who can you call on for a chat?

If you need help on this journey please get in touch and we can begin to change the way you are schooled and parented. It's never too late to begin again! 
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Compare and Despair? Remember Now is Wow!

12/10/2021

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I've had a depressing week. I've been comparing myself and letting my mind drag me into a low mood by believing (or not challenging) the stories of comparison, regret and self judgement:
  • He's so successful - I should have worked harder and smarter - I'm a failure!
  • He's got an amazing house - I need a house! I should have bought one ten years ago - I'm so stupid!
  • She's on holiday - Why didn't I sort a holiday - I'm so indecisive!
  • He's so fit and I'm weak and pathetic!
  • They're so happy  - I'm so anxious and scattered - I'm a broken mess!

This kind of thinking is responsible for so much despair in my life and so many other people's. I coach people and have the privilege of helping them to  escape this endless loop of misery and internal drama. But that doesn't mean I can always escape it myself. In fact I notice how I often post all the nice bits of life on social media - then other people can compare themselves negatively to me!  Oh dear! With practice I'm getting more resilient to comparison. What is the practice?
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Social Media Fuels Comparison
I'm fortunate enough to have access to some pretty awesome friends and therapists and this week I've been taking a look at my inner critic in more detail, as well as the vulnerable inner victim. In the paradigm of 'parts work' (AKA internal family systems, voice dialogue, fooling etc) we recognise there are many parts at play in our internal landscape. There parts are like people of their own accord. If you pay attention to yourself you'll notice your energy levels, voice and posture change when you are 'playing out' different parts. 

In one recent therapy session I took time to go into my sad 'I don't know what I'm doing' part and really empathise with him. I was able to link it back to a 12 year old version of me that had trauma when entering secondary school. He felt (and still feels) deflated, small and depressed at the challenges of 'big-boy school'. My posture become hunched and my voice is squeezed. I feel this today whenever I encounter setbacks, particularly related to my work or areas where I demonstrate I'm a capable and intelligent person. 

I also played out the critical parts of me - the thinkers and judges. These parts embody a more confident and even aggressive energy and posture.  These relate to parents, bullies, teachers and... myself. They were necessary parts of myself that helped to protect me.  

The purpose of giving these parts space to express themselves is:
  • To hear what they have to say and understand them. Once they feel heard and understood they can quiet down a little. We can also recognise how they manifest in the body (feelings/urges/pains etc) and that helps us recognise them sooner, in the future, and take helpful action.
  • To appreciate them - they each have a purpose. We can ask ourselves what that purpose it and it helps us to welcome these parts and redirect their strategies to better serve the purpose. 
  • To befriend and work with them - Once we know them, understand and appreciate them we can even find joy and usefulness in them. We accept these parts of ourselves into our lives and thus we can work with them more effectively. Our default in life is to resist and repress our parts and this often creates the problems of a negative mind and stressed nervous system. 

What does this look like?
This morning I gave a lot more space to the critics - who really had some good advice (albeit delivered with some anger and judgements).  I took a mirror and placed it in front of me and I began to lay out all the criticisms - full throttle, for 10 minutes! I went through what I should do and how I have been so wrong. Turns out I really do want to be more successful, prosperous and have more ease and fun and if I listen to the advice and weed out the condemning judgements. 

I was only able to do this because I've given each part that needed it some space. In my therapy session the vulnerable victim cried - a lot! That cathartic grieving left space for me to hear, understand and appreciate the advice of the inner critics. 

The beautiful side effect of all this is that the comparison mindset vanishes (along with the despair) and is replaced with a more appreciative mind - that sees the present moment as a gift - an opportunity to live! Now is wow! Today I've been exercising, working, reading and enjoying nature. It's not perfect and I still get the symptoms of 'compare and despair' occasionaly, but now I can recognise it and meet it with understanding , compassion and some really good 'self care'.  

If this sounds like something you'd like to explore let me know and we can do some coaching together, I'm offering a free 1 hr intro session from October 2021. Book here. 
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Me doing inner critic mirror work - look how grumpy he is!
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Teaching a group - Now is wow - just done a meditation and feeling connected
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Make time for play - this is me enjoying the wow this weekend at Cheddar
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Using Self Awareness to Overcome Negative Emotions and Heal Your Trauma Patterns

5/10/2021

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As we go through our day, we sometimes find ourselves experiencing what are referred to as ‘negative emotions’, such as some of the following:
  • Boredom
  • Depression
  • Anxiety
  • Worry
  • Terror
  • Loneliness
  • Sadness
  • Frustration
  • Anger
  • …
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In reality, however, these ‘negative’ emotions can be helpful. The negativity comes when we try to fight them via:
  • Repression: ignore them, push them away and pretend we don’t feel them
  • Distraction: use external things to override the feelings, such as food or screens 
  • Reaction:  quickly acting out, without awareness of our feelings - to blame, force or change something external, assuming the emotion is based on a real, present moment threat. 

These are the basics of our learned coping mechanisms or conditioned reaction, which are largely unconscious (meaning we are not aware of them, or in control of them). They developed during childhood, when they were perceived as absolutely necessary reactions, to receive attention, love and/or safety when we needed it most. We carry these deep in our nervous system. 

Something happens that ‘triggers’ past pain, and activates the mechanism. It can be anything, from a specific type of person, environment or even a raised eyebrow to a shouted word. The reactions triggered can be severe, like a full-on panic attack, or more subtle, like anxiety and a tight chest. For myself I notice that I sometimes get very sleepy and tired during emotional conversations with my partner. I realised this is a mechanism learned from childhood to unconsciously help myself avoid conflict and forced emotional dumping and enmeshment  with parents). I have since learned to pause when I yawn, and name this as a 'conditioned reaction', which often stops it. Which leads me into the next step...
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How to heal our conditioned reactions
The methods I work with involve multiple therapies to work on grieving, accepting and revaluating past interpretations and coping mechanisms in both the mind and the body. I also advocate for self healing through self awareness and self love and coach myself and others to do this in everyday life.

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”  ― Rumi

We can do the healing work moment-to-moment by utilising these so-called negative emotions. First I remind people to ‘celebrate the catch’ - to recognise that there is a power in being able to recognise an emotion and se it could be valuable. Each powerful emotion is a clue to help you learn about yourself, to understand your patterns, mechanisms and past pains. I encourage people to become fascinated with these moments, like they are gold. Feeling the body as we ask ourselves these key questions:
  • What is so bad about right now? e.g. I’m really frustrated at my partner’s anxiety
  • What triggered me, specifically? e.g. She said “I can’t do it”
  • What ‘Story’ am I telling myself? e.g. She should calm down and sort herself out!

This understanding is the first step in the STOP technique, which is one tool that I teach to my clients. 

In reality the emotions are not just about the situation, but more about our ‘thoughts about the situation’  (stories). Most stories are rooted in the past - a conditioned judgement about how we should react, internalised. so much that we use them as expectations; not just for ourselves, but for others. Shame, anger, anxiety and even sadness became tools to make sure these hidden expectations are met as children, but of course they are ineffective as adults, in the present context.

The work of healing begins by admitting these hidden stories of expectations to ourselves internally. As we do the work of Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT), we learn that it’s OK to have judgements and feelings, and we can find more helpful ways to act that are aligned with what we value and want. For example, if I realise I’m holding an expectation for another person to ‘calm down and sort themselves out’ then I can start to give that to myself, giving me a chance to help them and also achieve what I want: calm, loving connection.

The real gold is in the process of helping ourselves; finding our power through admission of what we really feel and think, instead of fighting and repressing the emotion. We can turn a so-called ‘negative emotion’ into a powerful and positive force to help us heal, grow and create the outcomes we want, instead of perpetuating the outcomes we hate. 

So try these questions today: if you feel ‘bad’, STOP and ask yourself “what is so bad about right now?” By admitting the truth we are set free, even if we are a bit pissed off first. I hope this helps you. 

If you’d like any help finding more inner freedom and empowerment please call me today. ​​
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How to find true love using meditation

28/9/2021

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I believe we can generate unconditional love through a practice of loving connection, which helps us feel more love towards everything and everyone. How? Well just did a lovely practice with the Monday group, that I really enjoy. I call it the ‘I love you’ Meditation. It does what it says on the tin. Many meditations use visual imagery to create a loving feeling, but this one is even easier. It uses the power of repetition. Just repeat the thought “I love you” over and over, silently, on the outbreath. Here’s more detail:

  1. We begin with ourselves (Eg. I love you, Neil), 
  2. Then any distractions (Eg. I love you thinking mind, I love you dog barking next door)
  3. It often brings up resistance, pain, tension, numbness - we send love to that too, naming it, if possible, 
  4. Around halfway through I begin a body scan:
    1. I love you heart (I like to start here)
    2. I love you feet...
    3. I love you lower legs…
    4. ...continue to work up the body, spending three repetitions on each area).
  5. Pause and take longer on areas of pain or discomfort. Regular meditation practice can help us to accept discomfort as just another sensation, without adding the story of ‘that is bad’ to it.
    We can even learn to send love to pain and it allows it to flow away easily.
  6. After we complete the body scan we move to the skin and beyond. Sending love to the beings around us, the world and beyond. I often find this makes me feel like a love radiator - calm and loving.
  7. Sending love to someone specific can be a beautiful or challenging experience. It often brings me to tears to pick someone I cherish. 
  8. Finally we return to ourselves, to finish with gratitude and a nice long stretch - an act of love! 
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"Practicing love turns you into a love unicorn"

I have also found self love helps create ease in giving love to others - we exude love and it becomes easy and familiar to love. What’s your experience? Try this guided meditation now and find out. Also available on YouTube.

I am changing my practice to make love the centre of everything I do. This is as part of a more trauma informed practice that I am bringing into my work, after fascination with the work of Gabor Mate, Peter Levine and Nicole Lepera. If you would like to do some coaching work and get more love in your life contact me, or come along to the Monday group sessions. 

With Love
Neil Morbey
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7 Steps To Establish a New Habit

20/9/2021

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Habit Stacking
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Make it easy and tasty!
In this short BLOG I'm sharing a slide from session 2 of my course 'Mindfulness and Emotional Resilience', where we focus on habits. I'm doing this because  I am currently using this process to begin a habit of more frequent online sharing and blog writing. this is week 1 for me and I hope it inspires you to begin a new habit today.  

1. STOP judging yourself with ‘shoulds and needs’ (use the STOP technique) and develop a loving attitude to your new habit

I believe that self judgement is our worst enemy in the creation of a habit. If we use excessive 'shoulds and needs' then we are using fear to motivate.  This is a primitive and short lived motivator that will only make the bait feel heavy and stressful. Your willpower will give way. Instead try and address those 'shoulds and needs' using a tool, like the STOP technique (which we teach on the course) and develop a positive and purposeful attitude towards your actions. As Tony Robbins says:  "use inspiration not desperation!"

2. Take time to consider why first, then what, when, where. Write it down
The book 'Start with Why' by Simon Sinek details how developing a clear WHY allows you to be selective of the advice you take on board. You need to make sure that WHAT and HOW you do things is consistent with your WHY. A WHY provides a filter for decision making which differentiates his quote:  “Achievements comes when you pursue and attain WHAT you want. Success comes when you are clear in pursuit of WHY you want it.

3. Reduce the amount to its minimal - start with tiny steps. One habit at a time. You can increase and habit stack later
I learned a lot from Seth Godin , author of 'The One Thing'  who reminds me "The hardest move in Yoga is rolling out the mat'. In other words the starting energy is the difficult bit. So make it small, REALLY small. You can gradually improve and the early habit can act as a sequence starter that you can stack more habits onto. 

4. Share publicly and/or with an accountability buddy / contract
We have a brain that is constantly worrying about what others think of us, and is trying to be efficient with resources. Use it to your advantage - include others to check on you and include a contract to make it have consequences, if you like that  My contract uses Stikk to add a financial consequence if I don't stick to the habit! 

5. Place positive triggers (notifications, posters, images, props) at home/on phone. Remove negative ones. 
I find it so helpful to have my trainers out ready if I'm intending on going for a run and I also like to record a positive association reminder on my phone and/or YouTube (and recite it daily ) to keep my intention in mind. I have removed distractions from my phone and environment and I continue to do this as an ongoing process. For me my calendar provides the most useful prompts. 

6. At the end of the day review how your commitment went well
Make the pattern pleasurable and purposeful by adding rewards and self celebration. I find the end of the day a great time to do this as it puts my mind into a positive place before bed time. We humans are great at denying our achievements. Stop it! Celebrate yourself! 

7. If you don’t manage it one day activate your inner curious compassion. Journal about what stopped you, how you feel and what you imagine. Begin this list again...
We are imperfect - you will fail. That is good. It shows you are trying and discovering the blocks. This is a time to really become fascinated with the blocks and use the techniques I teach to help you. These seven steps are an iterative process - I repeat them to refine my habits.

Can I help you to start a new habit? I currently have a group beginning a habit of meditation and journaling. I can work with you one-to-one or in a group (new ones coming soon). Please get in touch to find out more. 
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Understanding the Main Styles of Counselling

21/5/2021

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The real reason I posted this is because the three videos at the bottom blew my socks off. If you want just skip to them - they are worth it!

I recently began a formal qualification in Counselling and I'm loving it. I've been a trained coach and mindfulness practitioner for years, but often I found the biggest shifts occur in people when they were given space to express repressed emotions and all I had to do was counsel them. In this short blog I'll write about the main skills and styles in counselling.
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Foundation Counselling Skills

Advance Counselling Skills

First the basics: it's really important to have these skills honed and practiced. 
  • Attending / Presence:  One needs to be able to be there as fully as possible and aware of what one is feeling and thinking. One begins to 'feel' more sensitively only when you bring presence.
  • Listening, (use of silence): One needs to be able to provide a non-judgemental listening space. Interruption should be minimal and there should be gaps for silence occasionally, as felt.
  • Reflecting feelings:  One must pick up on the emotional content and reflect it empathically. I believe this also means to feel a little of it and match body language and tone somewhat.  This creates connection and trust. 
  • Acknowledging with paraphrasing and summarising: It can be demonstrative of active listening when the helper reiterates back what is spoken, sometimes in the language of the client, but often with a degree of simplification, to make it more succinct. 
As practice creates more sensitivity and theoretical knowledge continues we learn and practice:
  • Immediacy: Being able to notice and pick out observations in the moment, to help the client be more present. This could also be sharing a thought that 'popped' into my head as I listen.
  • Self-Disclosure:  Sharing a relevant experience of our own can validate the client's experience and create more connection and trust. Must be used sparingly, so as not to detract the attention too much away from the client. 
  • Focusing:  Picking out the key components and keeping the client on track, without overly directing the process of exploration. 
  • Challenging / Questioning:  Sparing use of questions to clarify or challenge the client. especially when you detect them avoiding a subject with vagueness or moving on quickly. 
  • Advanced Empathy: Seeing and feeling into what is beneath the surface emotions and descriptions. What could this really be about? The main tool here is intuition.
Self Reflection and Personal Development
We all have blind spots and as 'helpers' we must work on becoming aware of our own, so that we are capable of holing the counselling space and not accidently end up being counselled by the client. Blind spots could be a belief that some character trait is bad, or a leaning towards certain relationship styles, or a slight prejudice against a certain type of person.  Self reflection helps us see and understand ourselves. 

Integration of blind spots
 Our job then is to 'integrate them' so that we are less likely to fall into automatic reaction. Integration is the process of maturity, where we discover parts of ourselves that we repress or abandon and bring them into our awareness and make them more cooperative towards our values and goals (​This is my definition. There are many others).  An example for myself is I know my mind is critical of 'weakness' (because of my past conditioning) and I integrate that by priming useful reminders for myself and I use mindfulness to see a person as they are, not how I think they should be.  In a session now, if I notice my critical mind I will thank it and take a breath, remind it that it's OK, and bring my full attention back to the present moment. This could happen within  a single second. 
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Journaling can be a great way to self-reflect

Styles of Counselling

Everyone has  their own style, based on their own understanding of how the psyche actually works.  Here is some basic history of the main influences. The three videos below are incredibly useful in showing three main styles used today.  We begin though with two big pioneers from the early 1900's:
  • Sigmund Freud​ was pioneered psychoanalysis using techniques like free association (uncensored expression) and discovered transference (projecting an idea of who someone is onto them without realising it). He had some wild ideas, but his model of the Id (natural drives), Ego (conscious awareness mediating the other two) and super-Ego (social conditioning) is still used today. His idea is to talk to people and make parts of the unconscious more conscious. Others followed this with different interpretations: 
  • Carl Jung modelled the idea of 'archetypes' (a concept "borrowed" from anthropology to denote supposedly universal and recurring mental images or themes). The main of these that are still used today are the Shadow (repressed parts), Persona (mask of personality), the collective unconsciousness (the interconnected ideas and impulses felt globally) and the Wounded Healer (what drives us to care and treat one another). Jung loved dream analysis as a way of accessing the psyche.
The three big modern styles - check out the videos!
These practitioners from 1960-1990 are shown in striking contrast on the videos above.
  • Carl Rogers founded humanistic approach (Client Centred), which prioritised a genuine and empathic relationship between client and helper, through which healing and integration occurs naturally. 
  • Fritz Perls coined the term 'Gestalt therapy' which seeks to raise the awareness of people as a  process of sensation, perception, bodily feelings, emotion, and behaviour, in the present moment. He would use quite extreme noticing of body language and encouragement to develop it and express from it. He would also use roleplaying to help people switch roles and see how things play out in the mind. 
  • Albert Ellis founded Rational Emotive Behaviour Therapy (REBT) - a precursor to modern CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy). He saw how unconscious beliefs ran the show of our actions and feelings and sought to make people more aware of them through talking and exposing them to observation. 
I also use ACT (Acceptance and Commitment Therapy), Clowning and Fooling, Art Therapy and DBT (Dialectical Behaviour Therapy) . I will explore them in other blogs. 
My counselling and coaching offer
I work with all these modes in my work, alongside more goal oriented coaching. This blog talks about the difference . If you feel drawn to a particular type of therapy  contact me and let's work together.  We can all use a little help to discover our repressed patterns of thought and behaviour and integrate them to become more empowered and fulfilled people. 
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